January 2010
Gettin shibbby in the cityyy ;)
December 2009
I need to get out of bed to start getting ready but its tooo cold
plans for new years,
wake up at 10:30am, get dressed and ready.
catch an early train to manhattan, listen to music the entire way
take a cab uptown to meet savanah for lunch
go back to her apartment get ready
meet everyone at the bar and pregaming
going to the loft party
won’t remember
won’t remember
won’t remember
somehow get back to someones apartment and pass out there
tumblr confession #6
i learned what home feels like this week, and it’s not here.
i hate that people get bored of me,
and fforget about me.
i haven't posted things like this for a while.
alexanderm:
I’ve ran out of sweet little things to say.
I’ve found out there’s no reason to beg.
There’s no showing you anything,
that will make you feel differently.
I love you.
and i guess you love me?
and if you do.
I believe you.
and that’s something you want me to do.
and I do.
And it makes me smile.
I miss you.
If there’s no other way of showing you everything,
I can promise...
shivering, hungry, and tired.
i’m going to sleep, text me and i will answer.
goodnight.
for you,
i know a day can get long and hard. and you feel like you wanna give up and it takes every ounce of strength to make it through. i’m trying to make it right though. i’m trying to love you right. all the trying is making me tired. i don’t even know where to begin. but maybe that’s a start.
it’s a simple game you play. i know it’s easy to hide from your...
if anyone needs a lookbook invite, i got your back!
hi tumblr
i’m back~!
On the train home and i already miss my bitches…good thing im going back in less then 48 hours!
I know ive overstayed my welcome…but i dont wanna leave the city
i hdda funnnnnight but itd rnainin and im soakedd
txt meeee!
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Oh..you must be confused, this is not the train to jersey shore.
packing! so excited to see my bitches tonight<3
this day would be so much better if i was seeing @savanahb <3 )’:
going into the city,
in a little. i can’t wait to see my bestfriends. it’s been 5 months since i have and my heart is starting to break. this will be an amazing way to end 2009.
Worst expirence of my life, I wake up at 3am to find a spider the size of my hand crawling up my wall next to my bed…
random fact #5
the perfect gift i could ever receive is something written for/about me.
merrry christmas!
leave me a present?
http://www.formspring.me/alliedavidson
i hope everyone is having a good christmas
shibbyshib:
alliedavidson:
shibbyshib:
mine went as well as it probably could have been. we didn’t really have one last year, we basically ran away to florida , and barely acknowledged it because none of us were ready. but this year went well. except that we think when rhiannon was kicked out a few weeks ago she stole some presents, well we basically known i’m disapointed not because they...
i hope everyone is having a good christmas
shibbyshib:
mine went as well as it probably could have been. we didn’t really have one last year, we basically ran away to florida , and barely acknowledged it because none of us were ready. but this year went well. except that we think when rhiannon was kicked out a few weeks ago she stole some presents, well we basically known i’m disapointed not because they were for me but she took...
i’m sick and tired of feeling empty. like a piece is torn out of me. you never returned the love i gave to you, and now something will always be missing.
maybe i would've been something you'd be good at....
but now we’ll never know.
It's all here for you, as long as you choose to...
As long as you don’t fly away…
i hate memories sometimes.
heeeyjenniferr:
brighterlights:
blackwoman:
i hate how if you think about something long enough, you almost feel like you’re there again.and no matter how hard you try, you can’t help but think about it. kind of like a flashback, but even more intense. i’m not sure how to explain what i’m trying to say. i guess flashback is the best way to describe it. anyway, and you get so caught up in...
i really hate being ignored. it makes me feel even...
and i over think like why they might not be answering me, or what i might of done wrong. and my brain just fries itself.
so my 10 year old sister asked if she could sleep in my room, so she’s on my bed, and i’m on my couch. to bad i forgot about my strange sleeping habits. i hope she falls asleep soon/i don’t wake her later.
anyway, i’m bored. im me alliegaytorr
or ask/tell me something. i’ll answer anything.
http://www.formspring.me/alliedavidson
if I can’t learn to make myself feel better, how...
just woke up shit...
merry christmas eve :) i hope everyone has a good one!
random fact #4
i hate it when i say something special about someone, and they don’t say anything special back.
ex: me: i love you. him:thanks.
You're not just anybody.
:)
random fact #3
i want to feel things again. i need to stop protecting myself from what might happen.
This girl is really damn cool, and she helps me... →
alexanderm:
thank you, allie.
that made me so fucking happy you don’t even know. :)
right now i wanna jump over the fucking moon.